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akhirnya yaaa akhirnya gw nyentuh blog gw lagi lega deh rasanyaaaa duhhh anyway for your info,gw ini sedang menghadapi ujian gitu saudara-saudara namanya IGCSE /INTERNATIONAL CAMBRIDGE EXAMINATION yah gw sendiri aja udah ngabisin 1 baris ya buat nulis itu hahahaha LOL.
hmmmmm siang2 gini nih ko gw sempet sih?
yes,baby kalo diantara lo semua ada yang nebak bahwa gw cabut ya you guys are 100% CORRECT.gw emang lg cabut,tapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

gw ga sendirian hahaha gw bareng temen2 gw sekelas yang lain hohoho,its crazy huh?bahkan anak yang terpinter di kelas gw ikutan,jangankan dia sang ketua kelas pun memprakarsai kita libur! hahaha ya secara besok hari apa nasional gitu jadi hari ini kejepit kan ya?
haahaha yaudah sih nyantai aja kaya gapernah cabut ya gw padahal sering :P
OK
move on

perlu tau aja ya gw ujian sebulan.meeeeeeen sebulan meeen kepret 12mei-12 juni behhh manteb ga lo(LEBAY) ahahaha dan tentunya duit gw tekor lagi karena ya you know lah kaka kelas gw mau prom,kalo soal ini gw gamau ngomongin dulu ya lo semua silahakan cari tau tentang sekolah gw yang sangat famous di bilangan bulungan yang isinya anak2 yang gaul pinter dan beraneka ragam anak muda akan lo dapetin di situ

and btw,blogwalkers yang sering berbahasa inggris maaf bgt sob gw lagi males bangeee berbahasa inggris because(-padahal ini inggris) gw lagi males aja u kno hampir tiap hari pas ujian i talk like that so enough okay?good.

di bulan MEI yang penuh meriah ini tentu saja apa yang gw lakuin ga melulu belajar
jadi gw tau bahwa di bulan ini kalo
-chuck akhirnya ngomong i love you ke blair(GOSSIP GIRL)-geez why its so important,because i like it ye
(click buat liat)
-and i looooove the dress from Dior FALL/WINTER 2009 ill show you this video





-cassie si penyanyi cantik asal amerika yang seksi dan gw puja2 berfoto bugil katanya(udah kaya infotainment aja gw -.-)
yaudah sih itu aja
hmmmm

thats all i guess try to eat cream cheese pake roti croissant it taste sooo better di siang2 bolong yang membosankan ini ;)



gw lagi banyak dan i need meditation dan ketenangan kayanya if any of you guys had something to tell me,please leave a comment

and anyway buat something yang mungkin ngerasa mirip2 or trying to be me,satu kalimat aja sih buat lo:
"you cannot COPY me,because i am different and im not gonna bother of what are you trying to do or even say."

udah sih itu aja hahaha yaudah doain gw ya biar gw bisa lulus ujian ,gra2 ujian ini gw cuma punya waktu sangat SEDIKIT buat ngurusin yang lain and even i had to sacrifice some few things to get the score that im expecting biar menurut gw sendiri masih kurang...............soalnya gw kelas 2 udah cao cao dari 70 sobi huhuhuhu :'( yasu deh ya paipai
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HELLO EVENING (part.2)

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Well,well in this day's 4-5th p.m i took my afternoon tea--haha gaya bgt ye,padahal gw sendiri ga pernah sempet leha2 begini nih,ya gapapalah nyantai-nyantai dikit hehehe :Phmmmmmmmm terus terus oke ill continue yaaaa..so on im verryyyy intersted on piers-atkinson-barbie hats fw 09 from what i think cute is their middle name it is so cliche right?here are some pictures of the hats ...

if you want to see more just visit this link : http://stylefrizz.com/200904/piers-atkinsons-barbie-hats-collection-fw-09 or just http://stylefrizz.com

okay then...well semenjak gw udah hengkang dari dunia asal2an gara2 gw tobat.......dan oh my i really want to fix the way me and angga's relationship well here's how im gonna do it and i will suggest it to you too,dear blogwalkers,especially girls....may this advice useful for all of us :

- if im on a date with or walk with him im going to wear a decent clothes,decent dress >>well this suggestion came from my mom

-dont rush ;)

-dont explode all of your 'things' when youre making out/kiss with him(im not doing those making out thing)why?because the more they get the more they will easily get bored on you-my experience too,there's time ok,take it slow ;) -->girls only,how bout you boys?

-please,oh i find it hard on here too....dont fall in love too deep with your boy/girlfriend,remember nothing lasts forever its true :-) even when youre in marriage...he/she could leave you,either she/he dies or they want to divorce with you.
-pray :---)
-take care of him nicely,jangan kebanyakan minta ini itu boys hate girls who wants this..and then that..
-control your emotion :)
-put your trusts on him,but
-never be foolish!watch his's signs!
hmmm love him with all your love!-->f.y.i beda loh sama fall in love too deep

Hmmm last....out from all of that i would like to read TITANIUM ! sitta karina's new novel ! still about hanafiah i guess...about Austin Taura Hanafiah ,Inez Callasandra Hanafiah's oldest brother..

thats all guys well i gotta go because tomorrow ive got to practice with my PKC hehehe and myboyfriend is waiting for me ! :D

thanks again for reading blogwalkers leave a feedback or comment if you want too ! i really appreciate it ! :-)

bye all!
smooch*

10.43 AND THIS BIOLOGY HOMEWORK MAKES ME AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH! :(

THIS HW IS FREAKIN ME OUT

Here i am. At 10.43 with my milk,my starbucks hazelnut chocolate,and my laptop.

starring at my

biology and biology and biology and

facebook

and a quiet windows live messenger

its beyond bored-ness

yes,yes hello everybody-.-

Confused

Here's the thing that im not so interested about love......how long have you been in your relationship?for good's sake i have 2 ex(s) and their attitude to girls arent so nice in relationship--->im having a good friendship with them now..well and then i had this traumatic breakup-phobia whatever you call it..im not interested having a relationship because i dont like break ups,it could disturb me on EVERYTHING that's why i hate it.UNTIL i met my boyfriend right now.............

well i like him since i was still in 9th grade at junior-high..

the thing is i am confused,he's too nice and before i said yes to be his girlfriend im kinda afraid to say yes i dont want to believe that he's the one even deep down in my heart i really wish that he's the one.....why?because he acts so !

• he always tried to be there for me(jadi waktu itu gw lagi di ncc-national cheerleading champ.dia ga bisa dtg gr2 sakit,gw,dgn tidk pengertiannya nangis dan sedikit marah...tapi beberapa menit kemudian gw blg gausah deh gausah dtg sayang,and then he said kalo dia pgn ktm gw dan dia udah di jalan!)
• he doesnt care about another girl(almost 99.7 girls wanted ,i guess?)
• he teach me almost every good things
• he always be patient when im getting mad(yes,i am) or else im crying

• even its not about him,me myself ,i felt like i dont have to be jealous even,
• i felt like,i dont even have to try to be his number one!:)

yes,im confused

maybe,those things above just a few list of the sign that he's a perfect guy,im not hoping too much,even inside my heart i want to feel so.Im happy that i have a guy like him,to be with him,to be his girlfriend,to share his laugh and cries(he did cry!:'>).
But things that i always scared is...he's going to changed ,lets hope its not gonna happen,Ya Allah..........i wont break the rules if he's really mine(i want to believe but im not going to hope too much) i love him(for now?)so much and i do hope we will lasts until marriage(dream on,right?)
if anybody know what should i do ...please let me now! :-)

i guess i will just let this relationship flows and not breaking my mothers rule(dont do this,dont do that....................but guess ive already break few?forgive me God:'[ )
its 20.28 right now,im out.
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