Today I was feeling under the weather. I was short of breathe and feeling noxious. Although I knew there was no way I could be pregnant I took a pregnancy test. Of course after anxiously waiting for the obvious results I was relieved to see NOT PREGNANT display on the clear blue screen.
Rewind to yesterday:
I was hosting a party for some friends and I started to feel strange. Awkwardly enough the conversation of the day was military men are all cheaters. This topic soon became heated and sparks were flying everywhere. A few ladies are in a relationship with enlisted men and several women were telling horror stories about the activities these men partake in.
The stories included men tying down a tiger...yes, I said a tiger and having sexual intercourse with it. I mean who does that? The story doesn't even sound right. Other stories were about men having sex with random women as soon as they hit their port etc... All these stories were horrifying and needless to say I already had my own thoughts about military men.
What do you think? Should Military men be trusted? Are they all cheaters?
Share your thoughts and or your story.
Sunday, January 19, 2014
R.I.P To The Girl I Used To Be
Hello World!
Over the past few years I've been depressed, concerned about trivial things, and out of touch with who I truly am.
I thought by leaving my job and buying new things my pain would be erased. The truth is the hurt, pain, and emptiness still persists. Overcompensating and overcommitting became my life. I decided I was done! Done making excuses, done letting people who don't matter have influence in my life.
I decided that from here on out I was going to take a stand against everything that has brought me to this point. The main issue I've faced was the death of my child's father. Being left to raise a 5 month old child and then finding out the person he was, was all a lie swept me into a deep depression.
I was unhappy, therefore I was projecting my unhappiness unto my child. I no longer was interested in anything but trying to mask the pain and put on a face.
Finally I said no more! I deserve more out of life! My child deserves more!
Its Time to say R.I.P to the girl I used to be.
xoxo - Unconventional Cee
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